Randall Watson
Rest Stop/Marfa Lights
They told me in town this was the place to see them.
And it’s winter, so no one is here but me, and a dog,
A young dog, sifting the black plastic trash bag left
On top of the cement picnic table, someone’s laundry, it appears,
Because all he pulls out is a sock, a shirt, a pair
Of jeans with the back pockets torn, a sexy lavender bra
He swings frantically against the night, because it’s stuck, I suspect,
The lacey frill, most likely, snagged on one of his small sharp teeth,
And it will not soothe his hunger. Nothing much else is going on,
Unfortunately. On the hillside, where the lights, they say, will appear,
The lights perhaps of decapitated miners searching
For their missing heads, or of incredibly sophisticated aliens,
Large eyes emitting bright beams of phosphorescent nebulae,
Even, possibly, the eyes of the hedge fund manager
Who hosts the private opening of an Argentine painter,
His work a series of cardboard signs he’s purchased,
According to the catalogue’s preface, from the homeless,
His protest, he’s quoted as saying, against theatrical want and its
Recurrent performance. Anyway, on the hillside, nothing. It’s still dark, not even
A house-light, steady, unwavering, has pierced it. So I watch
For 30 minutes, an hour, and still nothing, and then, there, there, there—
A truck judging from its twin headlights, driven, judging by its
Inconstant weaving, by a couple of kids on their way
To a party. 2 hours later I’m still there, the night
Even darker, as is the dog, which by this time has loosed himself
Of the lingerie and is watching me carefully, growling occasionally,
To get my attention. At the third hour it’s getting harder
And still nothing, just the shifting of the stars, Orion
With his ornamented belt glittering fantastically, though
These, I think, are not the lights they speak of. By now
I am tired, and the dog, also tired, has curled up
By the trash bin, half in shadow, half in light, but when
I take my sandwich out, because it’s hungry work
Watching the dark for hours, he gets up, sniffing the air
And looking at me, the way dogs do, so I give him half, what
the hell, I think, he’s hungry too, which he swallows in
3 quick staggering gulps, and then, I’m pretty certain of this,
smiles at me, not once, but twice, before he angles away, pleased,
trotting off, his head turned back over his shoulder, still smiling,
his sharp small teeth like a beacon, a mysterious, marvelous,
otherworldy beacon that glows impossibly, weaving as it picks
up speed, moving with an incredible quickness across the dark, impenetrable dark, of the land.

Randall Watson, Former People, June 2, 2021.